It's been too long since my last post and a few things have changed. Yes, I still plan on moving to LA in July. Yes, my plan is still on track (in fact I'm doing better at saving up that I thought I would, yipee!!!). My excitement and desire to move to LA are still as great as they ever were. In the last few months I'VE changed in a much bigger way than I ever thought. I've finally had the chance to really take the time and settle down with my inner "monsters" and figure out just what was stopping me in the past. I've wanted to move to LA for as long as I can remember but I was always so scared that I would be too lonely, or it would be too hard, or I would just fail miserably once I got there. I don't know why I had these fears and doubts in myself but in the last few months I've taken the time to challenge them. I realize now that if I risk nothing out of fear of failure - I will gain nothing. Even if I fail at something I know that I'll walk away a stronger person, have a better sense of myself and have one less fear of failure holding me back. Instead of running from my fears, worries and doubts I feel like I can easily sit down right next to them, feel them, understand them, learn from them and look out at my long life of endless possibilities and know that no matter what happens I can handle it all.
Last week I was thinking about the move and finally starting something I've always dreamed of doing when it hit me; the adventure that I was always so scared to start is already in full swing.
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